My New Years Resolution...

I know, I know every year someone makes a news years resolution and swears that they will own up to it... but this year is different... I have to own up to mine. I have decided that I won't set goals that are either unimportant or unatainable.



So here is my list:



1. Stop swearing so much

2. Start taking classes online

3. Lose weight

4. Become a better mother for Travis

5. Work on getting better with CSP

6. Go to Europe in OCT





I need to stop swearing so much because Travis is definately starting to pick up on the things I say and repeats them. I have decided instead of punishing him i will just try saying them. Also i want to start taking classes to become an elementary school teacher and i definately cant swear if i do that.



I need to lose weight. I need to make myself healthy so I can be around as long as possible for Travis and my family, plus I want more kids and at this rate i will never get there.



I feel like i have missed out on doing things with Travis because i have been so lazy, which mostly comes from my weight. I used to tell him no when he would ask to go outside or if he wanted to go to the park. Now that he got a new bike from Grandma and Grandpa Stiles, I tell him yes everytime he asks to go outside. I am also learning to not sweat the small stuff when it comes to him, so what if he didnt put his toys away the way i wanted them picked up, things could be worse...



CSP and I really love eachother, I have never doubted that, but I have wondered if we really do all we can to show and tell one another. Maybe one of us needs more work than the other (i would have to hint at it not being me) and maybe we need to learn to not sweat the small things either, but its hard. We are both so very stubborn and feel like if we give into the other person then we have lost. But when did this become a competition or battle. What war are we fighting? We need to get better because I want to get married and that wont happen until we do.



I WILL get to EUROPE, I work an airline and I have awesome benefits and I NEED to use them, hopefully by then I will be a lot smaller in size and will fit comfortably in a plane seat! Adrienne start packing your bags and save some money!!!


I hope everyone has a great 2009, dont wait for next year to change what you want...i know i wont be!