26 Things

ok this is something that i got from a friend and i thought it would be fun....boy is it hard!!!

ok you have to start with you age and list that many things about you, that others probably dont know-

1. my birthday is april fools (dont bother with the jokes i have heard them all)
2. i have been engaged before my current fiance
3. i never finished college because drinking was too important
4. i never ever thought i would live anywhere other than san diego, and i have been in arizona for over 3 years now
5. i have 5 tattoos
6. i was diagnosed with a heart murmur when i was 16
7. i love my son with all my heart, but i sometimes wonder if i should have waited
8. my dream vacation would be going to africa
9. i cant cook...other than maybe 4 dishes
10.i am always crying, whether its happy, sad, frustrated, worried, angry..i am a big cry baby
11. i was diagnosed with PCOS in december of 07 and i am always questioning why i cant get pregnant
12. i secretly dont want to lose weight, because then i wouldnt have my weight to fall back on as an exscuse.... for instance i want another baby, and was told that my chances are so much better if i lose weight, but cant bring myself to wanting another baby right now, or i told myself i wont get married until i lose weight, so maybe i am too afraid to get married and dont want to lose weight
13. i dont want to change my last name if or when i get married... i really like mine, even though NO ONE can pronounce it
14. i wish my sister would move to arizona
15. my mom and dad are complete opposites...then again so are csp and i
16. i use to never about anything and now i worry all the time about my son
17. i had my son when i was only 22...
18. i wonder a lot if the only reason csp and i are still together is because of travis
19. i want to be a zoologist, photographer, or elementary school teacher
20. when my dad told me that he was now a subsitute teacher, i wanted to cry just for the students...i am 26 years old and my dad is still the only person that scares me.. haha i still love you dad
21. i am terrified of dying
22. i am such an old fashion gf/fiance in the sense that i do everything in the household and still cater to lazy csp
23. every since having travis, i cant watch horror movies, esp with kids involved
24. i work for an airline and i am constanly worried that we will have to move in with csp family...haha
25. after my sister and i moved out of our parents home, they remolded and made less bedrooms, i think to keep us from coming back!
26. i wish i could go back to high school